Suicide X
Former scars
On my wrist
Main vessels
I have missed
Death at first
Seemed so near
When blood dries
Left only tears
This time on
Will not fail
Under glare
Of moonlight pale
A cut to flesh
Feel so weak
Pain screams out
Senses gone bleak
Razor blade
Sink so deep
Bleed me dry
Make me weep
On my own
Crimson life
I lay down
No more strife
Won't be long
Body cold
I will find
Freedom for soul
From this vessel
Light as helium
Into darkness
And all oblivion
When life ends
Comes mystery
Light at the tunnel
Begins another story.....
~ sorrow x/suicide x ~
posted by X at 01:19
13 Comments:
Thanks for visiting my site. I wish I were good when it comes to poetry but I suck. Anyway, I could relate to the suicide poem. I tried to commit suicide before and I also used to be a cutter.
oh whenever i'm in a dark mood, i'll write someth suicidal and morbid, goth stuff yer know...no personal experience though, dun have a high threshold for pain, except when it's inflicted on others....ahahahah. oh yesh, thank yer for visiting as well, always nice to have a comment or two in a long long while...damn...i'll be readin yer future posts ^^
I understand dark times, and the best tip I can give you: get into a religion/philosophy that suits you. Sounds silly, but Yoga saved my life when I was a teenager - not just the exercise, but the Yoga Sutras... you can download it for free.. try it, and try out other religions/philosophies. Also, I have found that trying several different anti-depressants helps (one at a time!!!), until you find the right one. It sucks for a while, some side effects, but when one really works, you'll love life again and be able to understand what it's like to think normally - without the neurotransmitter problems us 21st century humans are apt to have.
Also, keep away from people who drag you down, people that encourage suicidal talk/thoughts, people that belittle your problems by saying you want attention etc... those people are NOT there to help you, they have their own problems are trying to make themselves feel better by pushing you in the mud and sitting on your back.. so to speak.
Lastly, before I make this a novel, I have found it also life-saving to find your local suicide help-line and/or mental health crisis line. Sometimes it takes a while to reach them (waiting times etc) but they are VERY helpful and compassionate.
Hang on, there are many things in this world that are worth sticking around for. :) Feel free to email if you need to talk to someone that understands.
woah there rainbow lotus, thats really quite a mouthful...hah anyways i'm not into western medicinial drugs all that, think all those shit really fucks up yer brain, rather go alternative healing, maybe chinese acupuncture. keep away from people that encourage suicidal talk/thoughts? ouch, sounds lke me.....yep, understand wad yer trying to say, thank yer for all those kind words, pls drop by again if yer have the time ^^
hey, i like your writing :) very dark. sometimes i write about suicide when i'm in a dark mood, but with no plans to carry through with anything. it just helps to write that shit down. well, anyways, thanks for visiting my site, i'll be back to read more of your whatnot. funny, you said "it's not really that dark and morbid," and boom, first poem i see is about death. ;)
oh, and i dig your 'princess mike' poem, too, that just slayed me, haha.
What an excellent poem. I used to really be into dark writing when I was younger.
hey jenny, well at least yer liked the princess mike poem, i dinch agree with it at first...like the way yer write, maybe i should try some poetry yer style. funny whenever i write bout ma frens, someone's gotta die in the poem...really should get that necrophilia shit outta ma head. the site isn't really that dark, there are light moments around...i think...ahem...excuse me while i go bury the bodies.....
chaotically yers
~ sorrow x ~
hey fun learning,
did yer read "love of wind gurl, death of torch boy"?
thats one of ma favs, dark humour...will check out yer site real soon ^^
human, your poems are simply mesmerizing.
death is painless. life is.
write some more.
oh gracious madame.....i havent been called HUUUMAAAAN since god knows how long....ahahahha, thank yer for visting. there are three others of similar topic, hope yer have read them
wow~
that is good....
just like what i am feeling right now....
you r gifted in writing poems...^^
well thank yer
hope yer suicidal thoughts are well over, if that was wad yer meant
do drop by again
Nice poem! It realy makes u think! I wonder whats the worst way that u tried 2 commite suicide??
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